If I were to tell anything to my younger self, I wouldn't tell him anything. He is perfect the way he is. None of the achievements, hardships, or even failures will compare to where I am right now. I recognized that throughout my life, I needed to regulate myself constantly whenever I felt heated and wanted to spiral. Whether that'd be taking walks, expressing myself through photography or listening to music, I felt these remedies were something I could always rely on. I couldn't say the same for my past relationships and other people though. I knew far late this year in December, that I had to be the strongest advocate for myself. No amount of help from others can change me as much as I can myself. My strides towards independence have grown significantly compared to 2024. I actually felt I TOOK some agency in my life, instead of coasting and living in my comfort zone all the time.